Thursday, August 31, 2017

Mad Again S’ Wake.

 I was inspired to write this after investigating Finnegans Wake. I haven't studied the Wake enough to say I am doing any justice to any of its techniques.  I would more of say that knowing of its existence freed to me play around.  I hope you enjoy:




 -- the solidarity of those who bleed.
Red-blooded Americans russhing, russing.
More subsidized stealing for the all the red commies now
Carnage, depletion, disrepair
You lose 
riverRand passed death paneled atom bomb eaves droppers infa ring new structures.   Urban suburban ex-sub-urban in the spirit of ‘55.   The growth.  The growth.  We’re going to lose the patience, as the flies gather.  Tough guy victims.  Victims taking turns.  Beelzebub.  Moloch.  The super nouveau laughter is the old frontier, cowboy and spaceship super-science rapture. The new sprawling cultural jam spreads over the wholey landscape.  A dream stolen is a nightmare --  sad!  The media’s massage is working out the kinks.  A Koch addiction not enough?   Drained brains and red opioid rush in rusted communities.  A new opium for the folk?  Just put America First.  Leave it to Beaver.  Father Knows Best. Unless it’s his brilliant boomer babies.  But now it is the best, as baby boomer daddies know.  You’re fired!  Trapped in tunnels of disagreement, while a boss overseas your work.  Oh, Madigan.  You are now one of us.  And it’s okay to be mad again.  They talk more than they ought.  And --  Unstoppable evil empire! The greatest enemy we have faced! With no morals. . .  They’ll kill us all.  And, you’ll be obsolete, humiliated, exposed, inadequate.  Us--Is or I.S.S.R.  It doesn’t matter.  Gunmen turned Islamic turned terrorist.  Terror, Madigan, terror!  Toughness through terror to be one of us.  Killer robots in the sky.  Sterile, shiny, robot friends and factories to agree with your anti -media -social party line.  Yes we Can! Make America Great Again.  Hope and Change and Drain the Swamp.  When will the America's nightmare end?  In the meantime, opioids and crack. . .

Koch country's votes are in.  But now the pop bubbles, with a too close mini-soda as a clue. Miracle! Victory! It’s a new red dawn for America’s mourning, so be blue no more.  Have confidence.  You con do anything, thinking positively.  Grab your lady and your racket to escape the trillion screams. Moloch finally shows his hand. . .  bashed open sewer skulls. . .   A heart flush! ate-up brains and imagination down with alligators to St. Petersburg sewers.  Urban legend, fake news, tall tale.  Moloch! Unrealized dream now writ in tombstone.
A contract ripped apart.
Wind-swept ashes
and the narcotic tobacco haze of capitalism
Wake up, Madigan
Open your eyes, see, and feel --

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Round Up #4

Most Recommended

I highly recommend this piece on the history of comedy in America, focusing on what the 2016 election revealed about what has been our regime since television stand-up.  Here's a great quote on tall tales.
In telling a tall tale, you both fulfill and puncture the American dream: You demonstrate that anybody, no matter how humble their origins, can grow up to fake anything.
Weird, Wild Stuff

If I had to give a theme to what I looked at over the last two weeks, I would say "weird stuff."

First of all, I listened to a Terrence McKenna talk about Fennegans Wake. After investigating a little further, for example I noodled around a bit on this annotated online addition, I have decided that it won't be a reading project for me in the foreseeable future. However, because I have a true love of all free things on the internet (free as in speech and free as in beer), I want to point out this project of the Wake set to music, free to listen to, free to download.

Secondly, I read all of Time Cube, at least all of it that was available on the mirror site.  May Gene Ray, Time Cube's creator, rest in peace.  I was inspired to look at all of it after reading Scott Alexander's "steel man" of Time Cube.  What's a round-up without something by Scott Alexander?

And here's something else weird to listen to.  Apparently, the group is from Oklahoma (what a land of weirdos, eh?)  I stumbled upon it by seeing a (quite good) reading of the Wake posted on YouTube.


Reddit 

Thread on programming, managing, and autism.  Money quote:
Well, programming is not easy to teach to neurotypicals, lots of teachers can attest to it. Most neurotypicals feel that the computer has a mind, intention, and should get the gist of what they typed and should not require them to be that literal and precise.
I also really like this point.

Comment on turning the mental illnesses caused by modern life into pathologies.

Aphorisms/Shorts

The old internet was the greatest tool for life's conventional warfare.  Internet 2.0, or whatever marketing label you want to give it, is guerrilla warfare against the human psyche.

More important than being interested is working on cool projects.  With a project in focus interesting things come to you and find a more joyful place.

Collapse Reddit is the end game of loving news and internalizing its ideology of fear.

The rush to revolution is always a prisoner's dilemma.

Interesting: you have to watch for the danger of social media most when it is truly interesting.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

On Starting Fires

One of my favorite things about living is the starting and maintaining of fires.  I have set the goal of starting at least one fire a week.  As much as I end up enjoying it when I do it, it is amazing that I am not always great about starting that weekly fire.  I suppose if the issue were more pressing, I would systematize my compliance -- such as putting it in a calendar, or putting it in my daily tracking system, or even setting something up on beeminder, but I like having some things that I do by feel.

It seems that when it comes to self-reliance skills a great many people are trapped by one of these two prongs: 1) believing a skill is far simpler than it in fact is or  2) a contempt for these kinds of knowledge, thinking “I can just pay for someone or some manufactured thing that can do that, so only a fool would do it.”  If I and others are correct that our civilization is headed for collapse, then that attitude really needs to go.

The first step to building a fire is get the materials, and this beautifully engages my hunter/gathering instincts.  It’s fine to pick up sticks of the right length and bring them into neat piles, but I particularly love cracking sticks to the right size, first trying to do it freehand, and then progressing through my knee, and series of little ad hoc arrangements of bricks and rocks.  The crack of wood in these moments is almost -- almost -- as beautiful as the crackle in the fire.  But the satisfaction of living up to that dream of working with my hands and the sense of accomplishment from the stack more than makes up for the gap in auditory pleasure.  Besides, no crack of sticks, no crackle later.

The first mistake I made with fire is in retrospect dumb, but I’ll admit it so that perhaps others won't be embarrassed by bonehead moments as they learn homesteading and survival skills.  (Also, aren’t nearly all mistakes dumb once you know better?)  When I lit my first pieces of kindling paper, after getting my match lit -- which in itself took some time to develop the muscle memory to do consistently correctly -- I would take another piece of paper and a stick and just smash it on the kindling, as though a fire once started would just magically attach itself to whatever was put on it.  I did this several times before wising up and thinking “oh, yeah, air flow."  And that’s how learning happens -- one mistake at at time.  This is especially true when you don’t have a mentor and you are learning so-called physical skills.

I work in a kind of rocket-stove, though I must admit that I have often struggled to get enough air flow to have the fire make the suction sound that gives that kind of setup it’s name.  At least with my set up, moving the coals made by the fire around and adding new fuel in are both arts.

This video on the primitive technology channel made me realize that you could add air in various ways.  I tried to made a kind of spinning fan thing like his but . . . I broke it.   Now I use some old workbooks with grammar sheets as my fan.  This is really convenient because I can pull out some of the perforated sheets  to use as kindling and then have the rest of the workbook as a fan.  This really helps me start the fire off right nearly every time.

This kind of fan billowing is itself a skill.  It used to leave my abs sore, by I have learned how to do it with the right amount finesse to get the job done but not overexert myself.  Also, I have learned ways to alter the stroke to engage either the forearms, or the wrists, alternating between styles.  Lastly, I have learned how to restart a fire by adding new kindling to hot coals and billowing correctly.

Nothing I have learned about fire is a unique discovery, but rather a re-discovery from humanity’s past.  No one taught me it.  In future cultures around the world, it will be better when it’s taught.  But in our moment and our culture, I must admit the satisfaction from learning it on my own.  Nonetheless, all of it took time, and I would hate having to make these beginner mistakes under the pressure of trying to survive.  This is the reasoning behind John Michael Greer’s phrase “collapse now and avoid the rush.” Many skills take time to develop, and you want to be able to use the privileges of being a petro-human to cushion any impacts of the mistakes you are making while you learn.

Now that I can start a fire with matches and lighters, I am going to start working on other methods, from using a lens (or coke can), and even being able to start by rubbing sticks.  I expect these processes to have their own frustrations and discoveries.  But I also expect that with enough time and attention,  their secrets will belong to me.

Once you have fire, you have heat, the ability to boil water, and to cook.  This gives you many important pieces of critical infrastructure.  This could be very useful in a situation as simple as a multi-day blackout, but if you believe in long descent, then you see that the next generation will need such skills more and more regularly  -- and you can be the one to teach it.  But first you have to learn.

I highly recommend periodic practice with fire as an important survival strategy.  Besides that, it is fun.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Round Up #3

McLuhan Studies



This is an interesting lecture with Terence McKenna talking about Marshall McLuhan.  McKenna shows a keen intelligence, but gets several facts wrong, such as what decade McLulan died, how much longer the Chinese had printing presses than the West, and the like.  But in spite of this lack of fact-checking, I highly recommend the video.

This rapid fire Q and A also shows McLulan at his most entertaining.  I also watched this documentary, the worst parts of which are when it extrapolates on McLuhan's ideas, often quite awkwardly.  One key quote, from McLulan: "the future of the future is the present, and this is something that people are terrified of."

I was also surprised to see a NerdWriter1 video I hadn't seen before on the subject of "the media is the message."

Also, here's an article on what smartphones have done the current cohort of kids going through school.  Teaser quote:

“We didn’t have a choice to know any life without iPads or iPhones. I think we like our phones more than we like actual people.”
I've taught this cohort.  This really is no joke or one of those "darn kids nowadays" sorts of things.  Anytime I start thinking that maybe civilization is not in terminal decline, I really do eventually think about this cohort and am right back on the doom train.  (And, Reddit thread).

I've decided to hole up a bit and get away from so-called social media.  It had been brewing for a while as evidenced by this reply to this cutesy "OMG, I can't get off social media" article.

The first thing I am giving up is twitter. When I post to Medium it can automatically put a post on twitter, so I will continue to do that, but I will post my aphorisms and anything I would have made into a tweet-storm here in these round-ups.


Major Memory System

This article on the history of the major memory system has the bonus of claiming to know the secret etymology of finagle.

I found a google doc with a peg list up to 999.

I made some changes, and will start slowly putting the list in Anki to learn. Here is my changed list, because open source is cool.

Reddit

Speaking of major memory system, my answer to someone as to whether it is worth learning.

Discussion on the nature of conservatism -- my interlocutor wanted it to be a concept (while pinning the left to historical realities).  I wanted to show it as a historical reality because I am more interested in reality than one-upping people on the internet.

Your moment of doom.

Aphorisms and Shorts

One of my biggest financial tips: don’t pay the seem-like-a-normal-person tax.

As productive as it can be to ask "why are things bad," it is worthwhile to also ponder "why aren't things much, much worse already?"

I am disgusted with the 21st century. It puts the worst of humanity in your face at all times. I try to spend as little time as possible in it.

A reminder: "If you want to live a memorable life, you have to be the kind of person who remembers to remember. " -- Joshua Foer

One day, when I have finished going through the dictionary, if someone asks me the meaning of a word and I don’t know it, they’ll say “but you’ve read the dictionary.” This is why it is very important to avoid people.

Thursday, August 3, 2017

One Definition of Insanity is Expecting the Quote to Go Away

One of my pet peeves is the quote "the definition of insanity is repeating the same action, and expecting a different result." I'm old enough to remember a time before we pretended that Einstein came up with the quote. . .

The quote is one of those things where people nod knowingly every time they hear it.  However, all it takes to break the spell is to say "yeah, but it isn't."  Then most people will instantly see that you are correct . . . until the next time they hear it so that they can nod knowingly.

I did some research on everyone's favorite stupid saying:

Here's a psychologist taking down the quote, and I think, interestingly, revealing that he hears it on average several times a week.

And a Salon article proclaiming it "the most overused cliché of all time," and then giving a bunch of examples of it being used, saving the trouble of making such a list, which I was strongly considering.

Here is a breakdown of the history of the quote. The original wording found in print was from a Narcotics Anonymous book in 1981 --  which, by the way, is 26 years after Einstein died.  Here is root of the madness:

Insanity is repeating the same mistakes and expecting different results.

Not only is it mind-blowing that the quote is from a 12-Step Program and first came into being in the Reagan era, but also note how much better the original formulation is. While there are loads of situations -- like sales, investing, or watering an un-sprouted seed -- where doing a lot of the same thing and expecting different results is part of the path to success, mistakes are not good to repeat.  It appears that in order to make the quote sticky in public discourse, it had to be made significantly more vague and thus inaccurate.

The first time our modern, less accurate wording shows up in print comes from a novel by Rita Mae Brown published in 1984.  And while her Wikipedia page is impressive, Einstein she is not.

Now you know that the most over-used cliché of all time is from a 12-step program.  It seems that if we're every going to recover from it, the first step is to admit that we have a problem.